| list | -wishlist -new ballet shoes -an oversized sweater -patterned tights -oversized glasses -headbands -crocheted boots -a new ipod -v neck tees
to-do -finish college apps -go to the zoo -knit a sweater -cut my hair goal -join a professional dance company -live in France -get married -find an apartment of my own -learn to knit socks -learn to ride a unicycle -have perfect skin -learn to make coffee -graduate highschool (maybe) |
| favourites | book: A Great and Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray song: Baby I'm a Star by Prince band: Dashboard Confessionals movie: 500 Days of Summer season: Autumn. food: clam chowder. animal: otters. |
| bookmarked | facebook.com textsfromlastnight.com caniborrowapillow.com
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| i'm so excited... It has been said that we need just three things in life: something to do, something to look forward to, and someone to love.
But love is none of these things. It won't suddenly make every day okay. It won't change who you are. It won't make your car go faster. It doesn't even wash your dishes. All love is, is love. And that's all it needs to be, really. 
You don't need to change, a thing about you babe, I'm tellin you, from where I sit you're one of a kind Relationships, I don't know why, they never work out, and they make you cry, but the guy that says goodbye to you is out of his mind.
"It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious." -Oscar Wilde
"Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan, 'press on' has solved, and always will solve, the problems of the human race." -Calvin Coolidge And I'll be by your sidewherever you fall in the dead of nightwhenever you calland please don't fight these hands that are holding you,my hands are holding you. "Some people say you're going the wrong way, when it’s simply a way of your own." - Angelina Jolie I can't do everything, but I'll do anything for you. I can't do anything except be in love with you. Maybe I should've seen the signs, Should've read the writing on the wall And realized by the distance in your eyes That I would be the one to fall No matter what you say, I still can't believe that you would walk away. Well, you can fall for chains of silver; you can fall for chains of gold. You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold. You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin. Now you just say, "Oh, Juliet? Yeah, you know, I used to have a scene with her." | | |
| One more month and all I need is a sign from you that you think of me if you don't then please just say so Cause all I do is think of you.
I used to cry because I didn't think I was loved. Now I cry because I don't think I deserve to be.
You want to stay with me in the morning. You want to hold me when I sleep. I was meant to tred the waters, now I've gotten in too deep.
Screaming and saying fuck a lot doesn't really get your point across. Sometimes silence is the most violent option to choose.
You stand so close. Do you do this on purpose? You're close, but not close enough. Come closer or just walk away.
Stay and watch the stars come out, and then the sun as they all fade away I'll sing you every song I know if it will make you want to stay And then I'll say that I missed you And these words, they'll convince you, to stay -"Your Song" by Mayday Parade
You put on a good show...but I’d be willing to bet that you're suffering more than you let anyone see.
Everybody’s talking in words I don't understand you got to be the only one who knows just who I am your shinin in the distance I hope I can make it through Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you.
Consider the postage stamp; its usefulness consists in the ability to stick to one thing until it gets there.
I want to be the girl who he thinks is the cutest. Not necessarily the "hottest" or the "prettiest", but the cutest. Because hotness refers to the body, and god knows mine isn't perfect. Pretty refers to the face and I know plenty of girls prettier than me. But cuteness is referring to every imperfection that he loves. Every weird little habit. The funny little things that make me different from every other girl he could have. Like how I have a dorky laugh, or I can't watch gory movies, or the way my hair smells. All of the little things that he notices and adores. I want to be that girl. 
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| A piano might fall on your head but it also might not and in the mean time you never know, something nice might happen
"There's something in your voice that makes me nervous if I can tell we're lying, why can't you? The song that's in my head is playing backwards in this bed and I'm confused again Seems like I have to choose - it feels like either way, I lose" -"Starry Night" by Zox
I hope you realize you’ll never find a girl who cares about you more than me.
I just want you to hug me one more time, because the only thing in this world that scares me is that I'll never feel that safe ever again.
I tried so hard. You know that, right? I tried harder than you could ever imagine, and now here I am, trying my best just to forget everything. Every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin. Too bad it was always so soft. I can still feel you. I think I always will.
All I can picture is the color of your eyes and the way you make me smile. I haven't felt this for a while. I'm singing this song as loud as I can as I drive too fast with my best friend. I wonder if you're wondering where I am.
Please don't go, just stay. I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away. Miss your voice and your touch and if I told you I loved you could that be enough?
Maybe we rushed into things. Maybe I got too comfortable. Maybe I think too much. Maybe I care about other people's feelings more than my own. Maybe I don't care what happens. Maybe I am too free to be in a relationship at all.
You aren't gonna be his first, his last, or his only. He’s loved before and he will again. But if he likes you now, what else matters? He's not perfect. You aren't either. But if he can make you laugh at least once, cause you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes... hold onto him and give him the most you can. He's not going to quote poetry. He's not going to be thinking of you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him. Don't change him. Don't expect more than he can give. Try not to over-analyze. Smile when he makes you happy. Yell when he makes you mad. And miss him when he's not there.
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| happy 2009! here are some quotes we should keep in mind as we bring in the new year. it's time to start fresh. anything can happen :) "In the end, it's the "what if's" that hurt the most. Like, what if things had gone a little differently? Me? I don't believe in fate. I believe we have more control then we think and every action has a reaction." -Scrubs. 
"You know that place bewtween asleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." -Peter Pan
"The grass is not, in fact, greener on the other side of the fence. Fences have nothing to do with it. The grass is greenest where it is watered. When crossing over fences, carry water with you and tend the grass wherever you may be." -Robert Fulgham
"Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want? What do you want?" -The Notebook
"If I had a snowflake for every time I thought of you, we’d have a really white Christmas." -Charlie Brown
“Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.” -John W. Gardner
"Don't use words too big for the subject. Don't say 'infinitely' when you mean 'very'; otherwise you'll have no word left when you want to talk about something really infinite." - C.S. Lewis
"Have you guessed the riddle yet?" the Hatter said, turning to Alice again. "No, I give it up," Alice replied. "What's the answer?" "I haven't the slightest idea," said the Hatter. "Nor I," said the March Hare. Alice sighed wearily. "I think you might do something better with the time," she said, "than wasting it in asking riddles that have no answers." "But that’s life," proclaimed the Hatter.
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| It's a love story, baby just say "yes." pick your favorite quotes and photos from this entry! i love hearing 'em. Just when you've had enough, life gives you more. And just when you think it’s rained enough, it starts to pour
I hope you smile and think of me And what we had for that one late night when I was your world and you were mine.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this won't last forever. You're breaking my heart, you’re breaking my heart. Don’t tell me that we'll never be together we could be over and over, we could be forever.
It’s so hard to describe. It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like…gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother. -Twilight
When the Japanese mend broken objects, they aggrandize the damage by filling the cracks with gold. They believe that when something's suffered damage and has a history it becomes more beautiful. - Barbara Bloom
I know I’ve been in love. But I waited a long time before I said the word "love" to someone even though I’ve been thinking it, because I consider "love" to be more than just a word. - Nick Jonas
Agape. This word comes for the Greek language. It defines a kind of love that very few have. Roughly translated, it means unconditional love. And I love you unconditionally. -retro_world_love 
"How did it get so late so soon? It's night before it's afternoon. December is here before it's June. My goodness how the time has flewn. How did it get so late so soon?" - Dr. Seuss
Sometimes; the questions are complicated and the answers are simple. -Dr. Seuss
"The United Nations reports that over ten thousand people starve to death each day, and most of you don't give a shit. However, what is even more tragic is that most of you are more concerned about the fact that I just said a bad word than you are about the fact that ten thousand people le are going to die today." -Tony Campolo
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| | here i am | My name is irrelevent to the content of this site, but one of my good friends likes to call me Xanadu since i "remind him of exotic tea." i am 18 and wish i could remain at this perfect age forever. i like pretty things, and my goal in life is to become a dancer/yoga instructor, live in a small studio apartment in the city, and to always be surrounded by good and interesting company. | | interests | my interests don't matter, the more important question is, what interests YOU? feel free to let me know in a comment :D | | QUOTE | think clearly
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